In the last two months, I've been faced with many challenges. Both internal and external. This last week was especially rough. I've actually been pushed to the point of losing some of my sanity if not all. Some of you reading this may be laughing to yourselves because you know I barely had any sanity left to begin with.
For the first time in a long time, I had a moment in which I felt alone in a way I have never felt. A moment in which it was either do or die... make a decision or have a nervous breakdown and I think this may be what I needed regardless of how difficult it has been.
I remember having a conversation with the long lost musician regarding my personal legend and how I had no idea what the hell it was. His response was that the answer was in my writing. He said that all the answers I was looking for were all in my writings. I thought he was just fucking with me to be honest. He had a way with riddles that was excruciating. After all of that, I finally see what he was saying. Every bit of it lies here. I just have to let myself follow that path rather than continue to live terrified in a dark future of "what if's. "
It took a near psychotic break to finally see exactly what was in front of me this entire time. But at least something good will come from it all.