What's Missing?

It's almost December.
Another year has flown right on by.
And here I am.

I have a job.
I have PLENTY of clothes to wear.
I have plenty of food (Lord knows I do).
I have a job I can tolerate and pays the bills.
And a side job (thanks to that ZIN license)... that I'm forever grateful for.

But I can't help but feel like something is missing.

I'm working on this whole Personal Legend thing.
While that's in the works, it's a process.
That's just not something that's going to happen overnight.
And right now, I have writer's block, so that's on hold.

What's missing?
I'm not 100% sure.
I thought it was a relationship or a family or something...
But let's be honest.
We probably all know those are not things I was made for.

I've got some new frog stories to tell.
I figure I'll end the blog this year with some jokes.

And as for the rest...  I guess the new year will fill in the blanks.
Stay tuned....

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